So, I'm thinking that my focus this year should be not to think about all the "numbers..." I feel caught up in the how's and what if's of the future and most of it is tied up in 'numbers.' How big should our family be? How many years until we start the adoption process? How much does adoption cost? When should we move to a different house/school district for Andy?
So, I should basically let God handle all of this and stop trying to guess or plan it all. I don't know the answer to any of these questions, and I don't have a means to figure out the answer, other than seeking the God I love. So, I seek. And wait. :)